GUH~ Been so long since I've submitted anything and let alone picked up a pen to DRAW. These days the only time I've picked up a pen was to study for my accounting exam and my company law. @ @
I was actually having dreams of NPBIT = Net profit before interest and tax... Gee whiz I feel smarts! One dream I was running from some guy and i was yelling NPBIT in seeking aid Oo That's random. I just finished my last exam fortunately today. Talk about long! Eventhough it was open book the problem was finding the information to help analyze the situation and this book has like 25 chapters each chapter being 30 pages or so. >< Not that you guys are interested, but if you're bored here's a nice long journal for you to read muahahha i mean tee hee~

I've started isolating myself and watching anime. I cracked up so much for Get Backers and Samurai Champloo... it's a shame about the endings though. But I spose there's not much you can do when you try to make your storyline original. I've started on Wolf's Rain which I never really got around to as well. Before that though I went on a KPOP binge on Fly to the Sky and Lee Soo Young XD After my friend gave me a really good site for it which requires you to register: [link]

Anyway's I think I wanna start learning guitar. My bf bought me a guitar for my 21st and well... I dunno how to play it. My friend tannyboy says i shud self learn : / Easy for him to say. Yeah I know you're reading this Chris. BRING IT ON!!!!!! But anywayi think i might go for lessons to get started on and then i wanna write my own music... and den i wanna sing and be part of the praise and worship team at church... and den... and den... WORLD DOMINATION.

And to finish my journal I would like to make a formal complaint... I don't know to who but anyone will do. Why is that people think that they can better themselves by stepping on others? Can't they see that that's contradictory? You can't better yourself by making other's feel shit, it only proves just how sad and insecure you are about yourself. My friend reckons people do it unconsciously... My ass unconscious! So when they say mean things its called being "outspoken" and when you decide to use it back on them, then you're just a "bitch".

At times its hard to be a christian because you have to let others "hit the other cheek" so to speak and let people think you're weak... Ugh~ So Sissy. But all these years I sat back and accepted it and I think I'm becoming more and more aware of how unhappy I am trying to make these clowns happy. I just feel like throwing sh*t like a monkey! Yeah that's right, the monkeys got the right idea.

Anyway, that's just my opinion and I felt liek venting my spleen. "arrgh my spleen" *falls out and drops dead*

Goodbye my friends at DA, nah im not really going Just wanted to see your reaction. Just kidding, not really xD